For the past months, Senior High English has had an interesting mix of ups and downs. I find it interesting how kids can vary their maturity. Some days, they're spot on, and I'm amazed at their abilities. Others days, they get the cold-steely-eyed stare of a pessimistic literature teacher wondering what she did to deserve them.
Luckily, that literature teacher forgives and forgets and remembers that they are just kids.
Yesterday, we circled up and had a discussion of big ideas. It always surprises me how deep these kids are and how some of them are really interested on what others think.
Is there destiny? Are we fools to think we have any control over our futures?
Is true-love predestined?
How did people first start talking about aliens?
I loved that the paraprofessional in our room opened up and started talking about her big questions.
I love this job.
Thursday, November 21, 2013
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Exercise has taken over my life. Every free moment I have I find I'm finding a way to run. I love it. I never thought in my life I would write that sentence. I remember seeing people run and thinking; "Crazy, who do they do it?"
I started running for one minute. Then, I ran for a minute and a half. I started running very slowly. In fact, I'm still slow, but I can run for a full hour. I'm faster. I feel great.
I had to choose. Would I blog? Or would I run? I decided to run, but I've missed blogging. I think I now have the energy to do both.
I started running for one minute. Then, I ran for a minute and a half. I started running very slowly. In fact, I'm still slow, but I can run for a full hour. I'm faster. I feel great.
I had to choose. Would I blog? Or would I run? I decided to run, but I've missed blogging. I think I now have the energy to do both.
Monday, September 30, 2013
Hooray!
We just finished reading The Giver in 8th grade.
And Hooray!
Of course - not everyone cheered and the best parts - but those kids, you know the ones...
The ones who yell out "I hate reading."
Those were who cheered at the best part ever in the book -
and even read ahead -
They even knew not to give the best part away - and definitely not the ending - They did not give away the ending.
Now - I hope the next things we read hooks them just as much!
And Hooray!
Of course - not everyone cheered and the best parts - but those kids, you know the ones...
The ones who yell out "I hate reading."
Those were who cheered at the best part ever in the book -
and even read ahead -
They even knew not to give the best part away - and definitely not the ending - They did not give away the ending.
Now - I hope the next things we read hooks them just as much!
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
On helping ...
Tina decided we were going to be in the Uff Da Mud Run in Grand Forks, ND. I'm not quite sure how she talked me into it - but she did.
I'm not sure I knew what I was in for until I paid the registration fee and starting reading about the different obstacles. I was scared to death.
Caron, Tina, and I trained. We ran. And then, we ran some more. We army crawled. We swam.
Eventually... they put the course map out.
View UFF DA mud run (public) in a larger map
In the back of my mind, I figured I would do some of the obstacles and support Tina and Caron as they managed the course.
Every Thursday, we met at the park and ran the hills of Red Lake Falls. I always knew they were faster than I was, but I plugged away. I did what I could.
Friday night, Caron and Tina picked me up. We registered for the race and went for supper. We scanned the course took a big gulp went home and tried to sleep.
Jason brought me and the girls to the starting line the next morning. Natalie and I stood at the riverbank looking at the final swim when she turned to me and said "Mom, it's just sad."
"What?"
"I wonder how many people will drown today."
IF that didn't comfort my anxiety for the day, I'm not sure what would.
Tina, Caron, and I started at the finish line pumped and ready to go!
We started over the first few obstacles of muddy rocks, hay bales, and increasing wall heights, and looked at each other and knew we were going to try them all.
I wasn't the fastest runner, but I had heart and determination, and I did things that day that I never thought I'd do.
What sticks in my mind the most is when I stood in line to climb a cliff and thinking that there was no way I'd do that. In the back of my mind, I wondered how I was going to get out of it. I watched Tina go, and then, Caron. I decided that if they could do it, I could do it too. I grabbed the rope and wrapped the rope around my wrist. I climbed up about 4/5 of the way and looked down. I did not want to fall. I was so tired. I looked up - it seemed so far. I looked down. I didn't want to go down either. And, at the top my friends yelled "You can do it. You can do it." And I went a bit further.. and then, arms hugged on to me, and they lifted me up the rest of the way. I did it.
In every day's struggles, I think of reaching the top with someone's help. I think of helping kids get to the top. I'm more determined.
I'm not sure I knew what I was in for until I paid the registration fee and starting reading about the different obstacles. I was scared to death.
Caron, Tina, and I trained. We ran. And then, we ran some more. We army crawled. We swam.
Eventually... they put the course map out.
View UFF DA mud run (public) in a larger map
In the back of my mind, I figured I would do some of the obstacles and support Tina and Caron as they managed the course.
Every Thursday, we met at the park and ran the hills of Red Lake Falls. I always knew they were faster than I was, but I plugged away. I did what I could.
Friday night, Caron and Tina picked me up. We registered for the race and went for supper. We scanned the course took a big gulp went home and tried to sleep.
Jason brought me and the girls to the starting line the next morning. Natalie and I stood at the riverbank looking at the final swim when she turned to me and said "Mom, it's just sad."
"What?"
"I wonder how many people will drown today."
IF that didn't comfort my anxiety for the day, I'm not sure what would.
Tina, Caron, and I started at the finish line pumped and ready to go!
We started over the first few obstacles of muddy rocks, hay bales, and increasing wall heights, and looked at each other and knew we were going to try them all.
I wasn't the fastest runner, but I had heart and determination, and I did things that day that I never thought I'd do.
What sticks in my mind the most is when I stood in line to climb a cliff and thinking that there was no way I'd do that. In the back of my mind, I wondered how I was going to get out of it. I watched Tina go, and then, Caron. I decided that if they could do it, I could do it too. I grabbed the rope and wrapped the rope around my wrist. I climbed up about 4/5 of the way and looked down. I did not want to fall. I was so tired. I looked up - it seemed so far. I looked down. I didn't want to go down either. And, at the top my friends yelled "You can do it. You can do it." And I went a bit further.. and then, arms hugged on to me, and they lifted me up the rest of the way. I did it.
In every day's struggles, I think of reaching the top with someone's help. I think of helping kids get to the top. I'm more determined.
Monday, September 9, 2013
Rockstars
I'm in awe. We did it. We swam. We crawled. We jumped. We balanced. We climbed. We laughed. I'm in awe at what my friends helped me do.
There were a few times that I wondered if I would quit, but they pushed me through to the end. After this, I think I can do anything.
Saturday, August 31, 2013
On Summer
The past few weeks we've been busy enjoying summer. August brought the beginning of summer for Allie Ann as her neck brace came off.
We spent every spare minute at the pool enjoying the freedom of being young and healthy. We even got Allison's bike fixed up only to realize that she is too tall for her small bike.
I saw that my youngest daughter has grown up. When I looked to my oldest, I realized that she is a hair to be being half way to twenty.
I'm reminded of the Robert Frost poem, "Nothing Gold Can Stay"
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf,
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay.
As summer turns to fall, I see the girls age a year. The growth always astounds me in the Fall, when nature is the most golden.
We spent every spare minute at the pool enjoying the freedom of being young and healthy. We even got Allison's bike fixed up only to realize that she is too tall for her small bike.
I saw that my youngest daughter has grown up. When I looked to my oldest, I realized that she is a hair to be being half way to twenty.
I'm reminded of the Robert Frost poem, "Nothing Gold Can Stay"
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf,
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay.
As summer turns to fall, I see the girls age a year. The growth always astounds me in the Fall, when nature is the most golden.
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay. - See more at: http://www.poets.org/viewmedia.php/prmMID/19977#sthash.XiFHu3wv.dpuf
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay. - See more at: http://www.poets.org/viewmedia.php/prmMID/19977#sthash.XiFHu3wv.dpuf
Monday, August 12, 2013
Uff Da - Mud Run?
Tina talked me and our friend Caron to do a Mud Run next month.
We've been running. We've been walking. We've been cutting wood.
We've been hanging from monkey bars wondering if... perhaps we could swing from one bar to the next. So far, for me, the answer has been no.
I'm not sure why I agreed to do this. Maybe it's because I'm going through a mid-life crisis? I'll be forty in 10 months you see.
But yes. I decided to do something that scares me.
View UFF DA mud run (public) in a larger map
Maybe I realized life is to short to sit on a couch? Maybe life is too short to be scared? Maybe I need an adventure. It looks like I got an adventure.
We've been running. We've been walking. We've been cutting wood.
We've been hanging from monkey bars wondering if... perhaps we could swing from one bar to the next. So far, for me, the answer has been no.
I'm not sure why I agreed to do this. Maybe it's because I'm going through a mid-life crisis? I'll be forty in 10 months you see.
But yes. I decided to do something that scares me.
View UFF DA mud run (public) in a larger map
Maybe I realized life is to short to sit on a couch? Maybe life is too short to be scared? Maybe I need an adventure. It looks like I got an adventure.
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